the heart laid bare

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a strange distance
SWIMMING ALWAYS DOWNWARD
A ONCE-FAMILIAR LANDSCAPE
No Apology
the thunder
tinder
VERBAL PORTRAIT OF A CAT OWNER
critical shortage
the sky we thought we knew
CIRCA SOLEM
almanac
baby
dearest orlando
FIVE MONTHS
A LETTER TO THE UNDESERVING
cactus heart
would we
the fall of giants
paradise lost
Dad
after you've gone
time
a smile from the eyes
trepidation
why so cold
fix this
swallow me
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insular
cry alone
robin
quicksand
laces
D.I.S.C.
stripped
waving goodbye
your open eyes
enemy within
mortal
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sleepless
OUTSIDER
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come dream with me
in the face of adversity
one word
the dark of the night
untouchable
one and one makes two
you burn me
see me
this shaken core
my lover
helen
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foolish
rita
chalk drawings
the longest night
stupid skeleton
CLOTHES MAKETH
FIRST LASTS
STELLAR
TODAY
I WATCHED A MAN DIE TODAY
THREE WEEKS
this slippery slope
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Arrows
First Kiss
The Talk Of Love
Nicotine
Blackout

STELLAR

 
Oh please, won’t you shoot me into the stars?
I wish to swim in the inky black,
Frozen forever as a piece of space junk.
I want to believe that as my last breath flows away
The look of surprise and wonder on my face will stay.
I want be amused at the games that asteroids play
Hurtling carefree toward trillion dollar satellites.
I’d like to make friends with the man in the moon.
I would like
Breathing to not be the hardest thing;
Love impossible to find.
I need to be burned up into dust as I drift into the sun
And not from the inside with wasted passion.
To explode into tiniest particles at the heart of a neutron star
And drift as solar dust across the multiverse.
Oh please, won’t you shoot me into the stars?
So that a tiny little piece of me
Goes into the making of everything...
Forever.

© mjc 17 October 2015

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Biography

Daughter, sister, aunt, godmother, friend, public servant; self-confessed hermit, confirmed cat person, sporadic baker, irreformable yarncrafter, voracious reader; occasional wit, voluble shower vocalist, frequent sacrifice on the altar of brain-to-mouth filter fails, random shit-slinger, unrepentant purveyor of puns and dad jokes, writer and poet.

I have always lived by the theory that no matter what you do for a living - if you are compelled to write, if you wake up in the night to scrawl the contents of your dreams on a notebook beside the bed, if no event in your life seems complete without you recording it, if you are drawn to comment upon the world - then you are a writer.

These are my words.